Organic Soul

I’m not sure if my fears faced me or if I faced my fears… In my youth I merrily skipped around, unaware of anything that wasn’t beautiful. I felt secure in my home with my parents, and I lived in this fairy tale world in my mind – life was good. As I became older fears were dispensed to me.  “Prepare for the future.” “Beware” of so many things.  I became cautious, defensive; looking for the negative, so I could protect myself.

In reality, I created all that I feared.  My reasoning mind had told me I was doing all the “right” things, and now I realize that what I had thought of as my delusional youthful spirt, was the way I should have been living.  With joy in my heart, the fearlessness to do anything; and that I was protected in a way, that what wasn’t best for me, wouldn’t work out.

I wish I would have woke up to these facts so much sooner. My life would have flowed so much easier. I wouldn’t reason why this or that didn’t happen, or why this person or that person didn’t love me.  I wouldn’t of taken it personally. I would have faith that something better was in store for me. I guess I shouldn’t use the word “better”, because the people and opportunities that passed- were good, but they were not what was “just right” for me.

My organic soul is now living more simply, healthily, and close to natures flow.  Meaning that I still have goals, and wants, and desires…, and I’m taking steps and making effort to get to where I want, but if the door doesn’t open when I knock, I have faith that if I keep on knocking that the door that does open, will be what’s “just right” for me, or at least, lead me in the direction of where I need to go.

Remember to listen to your gut, follow your intuition, and stay organic and true to you!

Just a thought…

Love, Goldi – Twitter – Facebook

PS… I know I’ve been away for a while, but I went through all my belongings, I’ve downsized, and moved.  It feels great – lighter, freeing!  Thanks for keeping with me!  With Love and Gratitude! Goldi


Everyday I do something that is good for my mind, body and soul.

Everyday I reaffirm in my mind what it is that I wish to create.

Everyday I reaffirm that all things will be provided.

Everyday I reaffirm that energy, in me and outside of me, is always available.

Everyday I reaffirm that all things are possible.

And, finally – last but not least, everyday I say…

“You’re Good Enough, You’re Smart Enough, and Doggone It, People Like You”

Stuart Smalley

Laughing, but seriously, just a thought…

Love, Goldi

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Changing your Life-Faith

My mother told me that my father had wanted to be a sports writer, which I believe he would have been really good at.  He was enrolled at a University and told this to his journalism professor.  The professor thinking it or he was unworthy discourage him, and my father took what he said to heart, and promptly withdrew not only from the class but from school.  He believed that if he could not do what he wanted to do, why continue.

So how do we know if people are giving us true criticism or advise (like some people need on American Idol) versus a naysayer, someone who just wants to kill our dreams for whatever reason.  Is it because they could not do it, or because they don’t think it can be done…and do we listen to them for the same reasons? Regardless of why, I believe that it only matters what we believe.  We have to take our own inventory.  If we can’t carry a tune, then no, we are not going to be professional singers.  We also need to take note that people with an extraordinary talent to sing, do not make it to the professional level, and sometimes people with less talent or someone who does not fit the perfect mold of being a star, succeed.  Have you ever noticed that the people that do make it seem a little different.   It is as if the song, the music, the voice, or talent is coming from a different place.  It’s as if it’s coming from their soul and who they are.  They radiate an authentic self and you feel it, and that is what makes them special.

Think of Susan Boyle…,I do not believe that she was thinking of fame or fortune when she stepped onto the stage.  She had a dream and just did what she had to do.  What she had been practicing to do for years.  Her song came from deep within and seem to pour out of her heart, soul, and every pour in her body. It affected billions, and shocked all that had predetermined that she had no talent.  That is the difference!  That is what you need to know!  What is it that you feel like you have to do?  What is in your heart and soul?  Then start taking the steps to get there-have faith!

Just a thought!

Love, Goldi

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